Thoughts

I wanted to say something but then I realized my thoughts are not sought out enough to share

that is that I don’t have enough care

and compassion for mistakes and things that uncontrollably will happen

and then it’s like who am I when will I die, am I already dead

I mean because my soul is filled with all this dread.

So really is this me or something that will cause me to go crazy eventually

well ya know what, NO!

what is key, is believing that I define satisfaction

It may seem crazy to those who do not understand passion

because passion and compassion is what brought me through

providing strength to continue

and it will send me again on my way

because there is nothing but the present day

so dream again

because to feel you don’t have to pretend

in the moment love

love is something sent from above

a mystical power that defeats what evil may devour

possibilities and things that cause separation between you and me.

Frown

turn it around

you’re too pretty to be sad 

and don’t worry about that "dad" (who was never around)

that took something of yours that wasn't properly found.

love your insides love yourself it’s the closest thing you’ll have in this world.

No one can take away your motivation,

lighten your hesitation to be GREAT

and all you were meant to be.

Simplistically it may appear to be to others

but wait what is it that you want for your future brothers/daughter.

HOPE what is it well that may depend 

you hope and take things for granted 

feel you understand too much and the don’t know enough.

so slowing down, eliminate comparing

and then contrast yourself if you’re daring

to LIVE.

Live life as it was meant to be that is experience

spiritual gravity

what holds both you and me

Love … that thing that internally I have been missing.