8/2?/15

Rhyme scheme didn't mean to demean 

But what's really between the unkown and the seen

Mom, what the fuck...where are you

Feeling like I'm the rebirth of you

But there's no sign coming through

Is this real or really dumb 

Can't base emotions off being numb 

Hate harsh

Ya'lls hate is harsh

But maybe it's from all the scars on ya heart

But don't let that pain tear ya apart 

Create a new start

Don't let past project to your current reflection

Cause greatness is what your rejecting 

7-26-15

Dropping this 

Loose the emotionalness

See past the bullshit

Getting to the heart of it 

Keep an open mind regardless 

Avoid tripping into nothingness

Remain selfless 

Space loosing my face

Stress and disgrace 

Taking a place

Keep imagination up to my pace

Negativity

Surrounding me, there's so much energy

And not enough leaving me

My souls is reflecting and I feel empty

Box

Sucks when people put you in that little box

The one jammed shut, uncertain if it will lock

The bindings nearly fell away 

Yet purpose has hasn't went astray. 

It's structure is so captivating 

It holds energy but clarity is evading 

True feelings ever fading 

Inspiration... JJ and I lacking  in communication. 

Motions

Fuck going through the motions

I want to own the flow of the oceans

Rugged an rough, similar to emotions 

Constant cycles of purpose

But intuitions have me too nervous

Swim under and let it flow over 

Vent-too-late

ventilate as I dissipate, and seek to erase and rearrange fate 
but shit I'm already late... 
It's myself I need to vindicate
but why,why is the world lacking 
why are some slacking 
yet Rest is essential 
growth is monumental 
why then do I cause others pain 
swimming in a pool of the mundane
with regret of things that haven't happen yet
puff away on another cigarette
my problems I don't want to unveil 
I don't need my hand to be held
these are the cards that I've been dealt
who would be one that has ever felt
the love of loss and the sway of going astray
Seeing beauty it's almost unreal 
it seems there is something that I can't fulfill 
Not enough energy put into being still 
there's trouble understanding what appears to be real 
Not sure what I'm looking at -staring in the mirror
How do you make reality any clearer
keep it bright because you just might be promised another day
So don't let yourself get in the way